one day

one day i will stop crying over pete wentz.
one day i will stop killing ashlee barbies.
one day i will finally feel pretty.
one day i will be in a band.
one day other people besides me will read my writing.
one day i will finally read the 7th harry potter book without any spoilers.
one day i will find a boy who will like me and care about me.
one day i will dye my hair whatever color i want to.
one day i will do whatever i want to and not think about it so much.
that one day will come soon.
today is not that day and i feel sad.